So why do I want to hurt MYself. Cut, overdose, hit, whatever, I want to do it so very badly. I hope confession really is good for the soul so at least one of us is feeling alright. Unfortunately if your behavior yesterday is any indication (and I'm not seeing things differently since your confession that you had hoped that we would have sex that night I thought you were simply concerned with how I was doing) your confession was not purely motivated.
I feel betrayed and violated. And yet I am still concerned about your feelings and not my own. I want to hurt myself, for crying out loud. How much sense does that make? I just don't understand... Intellectually I have a good idea (it doesn't make any sense but it is what it is)... but otherwise... *shakes head*
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