I cling to this slender thread of hope for you
For you I fight the impulses and the urges
I endure this unspeakable pain so that I will not cause you more
But I wonder...
If I lose this battle with myself
If I eventually give in
Will you remember that for so long it was you I put first?
That I put you ahead of myself and the only relief I saw?
Or will you forever demonize me as the selfish person who caused you pain
Because I finally let go of my own?
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